eaten abortion

a friend once told me that the biggest mistake you could make as a human being

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 06:40:06 GMT

was believing youre real.

...today...I think I'm leaving livejournal.

I'm in something,some..thing that I don't think I can get myself out of at the moment. Livejournal does not help. you only have to see the picture jack posted in his latest entry to get it, people are fucked, livejournal is fucked, I am fucked and I dont' want to be.
I will teeter around some where on the internet, maybe I'll come back. I'm being theatrical but right now I couldn't give the slightest fuck.

so goodbye. I'm leaving this open to comment on other people's journals. but yeh. bye

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 11:26:47 GMT

why do people say ratings communities suck AFTER they've been rejected?

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 07:49:55 GMT

....my god.
poor al. ♥ :(

that stuff tastes like medecine but I'll take it it'll do

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 04:39:12 GMT

I drove my dad out to Gunning today. It was fun, we tried to find the grave of a family friend but we couldn't find it.
But yeh, it was a nice day out. I miss gerard but I'll see him soon hurray.

Happy easter everyone

rock rock rock said the boys on top

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 09:34:48 GMT

I've been updating deviantfart so don't look here for entries at the moment

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 12:05:20 GMT

bang.

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 13:20:53 GMT

hahaha sam just called me and cheered me up cause he's a champ! *thumbs*
I hope that lady doesn't kill him with popcorn

BOUM BOUM

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 09:47:56 GMT

me and my doggy are driving partner's see!
Trash and treasure tomorrow with the FAM. I have a boob rash, oh my. *covers mouth*
I might be driving out to Gunning tomorrow, scaryyy but I'm digging this driving thing it's fun. Even though I can't do round-a-bouts I did 6 today I drove straight through all of them so it wasn't much work...but...uh ...I did traffic lights too.

right now I'm listening to marlene deitrich...cause...you know I'm a cultured-art-fuck....I'm rebelling against work that's why I don't get hired man...BRING DOWN THE STATE!!! \m/

JACK IS THE BEST

-update-
went to gerard and owen's presentation night for the lights canberra action thingie screening ...bananas..... it was such a rip that they didn't get anything everyone loved theirs...THEY WERE ROBBED

Thu, 01 Apr 2004 12:36:33 GMT

poor chris Farley....

I am tired

annnnd
I have a job interview tomorrow at a dentist...hilarious, I look like I chew metal for breakfast and UI'm going for a job at a dentist

because I'm too lazy to type up boring stories

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 10:53:54 GMT

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
guess what mydad bought me

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
what?!

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
a motherfuckin holden barina 1987

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
RED

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
motherfuck

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
OH MY GOD

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
A BARINAAAA

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
I was gonna get one of those!! LEGEND

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
it's not a pretty barina but it's so cute

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
auto or manual?!

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
and and MANUAL

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
barina's are rad

This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says:
you need a gerling sticker like mine!!!!!!! OMG

pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says:
anddd I can't drive itbut I'm trying ebcause I got my learners today

------------

SO
I have a car
and I have a learners permit
and I am ON THE FUCKING ROAD!
AND MY CAR IS SO TINY I SWEAR YOU CAN SWALLOW IT WHOLE!!
WOO

AND we had a party to celebrate gerard and owen getting their movie into the 'lights canberra action' comp. OMFGS it was alot of fun <3 I mainly hung out with beth and sarah and got quite off my tit. But I'd never really been able to have a sort of one on one chat with those guys and it was awesome they're fun peoples! By 11 everyone was pretty parrow because that's the kind of hard rockers we are *snort* it was great. Gerard danced Owen Hugged Me sarah and Beth walked and confessed andd everyone else...did...other things *shrug!*
theennnn a couple of nights after we went to Kelli's to watch 'the grudge' which was TOTALLY freakin awesome. and we stayed up till 3 talking about stuff which was fun. so yes yesyessss I've had a great time since last week so EVERYBODY DANCEEEE

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 12:57:40 GMT

I've beenreading through gerard's poems.
He really is one extremely talented kid ♥

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 07:14:51 GMT

I really want to tell you all about the fun I had last night but since i've come homeI don't feel great not at all
so I'm not going to write about it. I will writ4e and post pictures when I am in a happier mood.

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 04:56:34 GMT

kiko ( bunniesocks is awesome and I'm stelaing her to put next to my collection of tinned uterus' hurray!

I'll help you through your pain if you help me through mine

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 12:08:18 GMT

I really loveit when gerard tells me 'he loves me so hard' it makes me laugh cause it doesn't quite make sense.

sam and Sarah's birthdays are coming up and I'm looking forward to them. I have no idea what to get sam but I'll find something. I wanna get him something good. I still have to buy gerard's sister her present. I hope I get paid soon.

I'm sick of livejournal so I'm going to go mess up on deviant art for a while.

my eyes sting and I feel a bit lonely but that's okay because I know that sometime soon I'll get ot know rad people who will like me for me and will be who they are

I look forward to that time
sais la vie
♥

Sat, 20 Mar 2004 04:50:31 GMT

I'm so bored...I have nothing to do.
I could clean my room but who wants to do that.
help me :(

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 13:34:17 GMT

maybe jack ISN'T awesome after all

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 13:27:54 GMT

haha now I'm kinda sad I want to call ♥gerard♥ but it is verryy late

HAPPY 100 ENTRIES EATEN ABORTION!
woo.

Ic an understand why nick cave is the music to kill yourself to. It's so...death worthy...but not in a bad way if you get me....I sound like a psycho

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 13:00:15 GMT

you know what...jack is really awesome.An amazing level headed person, who talks to me lots, moosh is rule.

c'mon babe why don't we paint the town and all that jazzzzz

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 11:58:42 GMT

gerard and owen got into the final 12 with their movie for 'lights, canberra, action' I'm so stoked for them it's great :D

I want a paid account *WEEP*

G-I-G-A-N-T-O-R!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 07:14:13 GMT

it's when I see stuff like this that I loose all faith in myself and realise I can't do shit WAH

C'MON!

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 06:46:46 GMT

DONT LOSE YER MIND!
C'MON!

I wish I was born the zoobombs.

or Cibo Matto

Either would be just cherries....I plan to bring in the word 'cherries' as something good...yes oh yes.

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 05:26:46 GMT

I'm going to have a freakin seizure

Fri, 19 Mar 2004 03:27:51 GMT

c:/run/livejournalentry.doc

-insert arty type photo with thick black borders-

Hey guys, today I -insert long detail about day- it was really great. -insert unusual name of friend- and I were hanging out and -insert really funny thing you did that will make everyone think you're awesome-. -insert another awesome thing so everyone wants to be you- But I just feel so sad lately -insert teen angst-...-insert more-
when will this lonely life ever end?-insert desperation-
-insert fuzzy photo of self with dark shadows-

everybody!

Thu, 18 Mar 2004 11:06:14 GMT

Jackmooosh told me to update...he also said to mention his cock...done...

today I did a workshop seminar thingie analysis whatchoo at Spherion for a call centre job. It was alright. looking at it realistically I don't think I'll be chosen for the job, I'm just not the obvious choice. I was also the youngest and most inexperienced person there.
I've had the best few days with gerard. it's been lovely and it's made me happy and forget that people are jerks. I also got a message from ben today which was unexpected but nice. AAAAND I called THE samwise to see how he is hehe he's always so cheery.
gmo is going away tomorrow I shall miss him
but it shannnn't be for long and I'll suprise him with gifts and ladies when he gets back heehee. ♥
I'ma call nadiaaa soons toooo to see how she iss and see how much she wants to rape brain molko in his man ass

Mon, 15 Mar 2004 08:01:31 GMT

today I did a layout for my community :theyoungones and a new layout for my journal eaten_abortion don't worry that's NOT a dead body it's a fake alien autopsy photo.
Hurray!