| a friend once told me that the biggest mistake you could make as a human being |
[14 Apr 2004|04:33pm] |
was believing youre real.
...today...I think I'm leaving livejournal.
I'm in something,some..thing that I don't think I can get myself out of at the moment. Livejournal does not help. you only have to see the picture jack posted in his latest entry to get it, people are fucked, livejournal is fucked, I am fucked and I dont' want to be. I will teeter around some where on the internet, maybe I'll come back. I'm being theatrical but right now I couldn't give the slightest fuck.
so goodbye. I'm leaving this open to comment on other people's journals. but yeh. bye
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[11 Apr 2004|09:26pm] |
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why do people say ratings communities suck AFTER they've been rejected?
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[11 Apr 2004|05:48pm] |
....my god. poor al. ♥ :(
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| that stuff tastes like medecine but I'll take it it'll do |
[11 Apr 2004|02:37pm] |

I drove my dad out to Gunning today. It was fun, we tried to find the grave of a family friend but we couldn't find it. But yeh, it was a nice day out. I miss gerard but I'll see him soon hurray.
Happy easter everyone
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[07 Apr 2004|10:05pm] |
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[04 Apr 2004|12:20am] |
hahaha sam just called me and cheered me up cause he's a champ! *thumbs* I hope that lady doesn't kill him with popcorn
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| BOUM BOUM |
[03 Apr 2004|08:40pm] |
me and my doggy are driving partner's see! Trash and treasure tomorrow with the FAM. I have a boob rash, oh my. *covers mouth* I might be driving out to Gunning tomorrow, scaryyy but I'm digging this driving thing it's fun. Even though I can't do round-a-bouts I did 6 today I drove straight through all of them so it wasn't much work...but...uh ...I did traffic lights too.
right now I'm listening to marlene deitrich...cause...you know I'm a cultured-art-fuck....I'm rebelling against work that's why I don't get hired man...BRING DOWN THE STATE!!! \m/
JACK IS THE BEST
-update- went to gerard and owen's presentation night for the lights canberra action thingie screening ...bananas..... it was such a rip that they didn't get anything everyone loved theirs...THEY WERE ROBBED
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[01 Apr 2004|11:35pm] |
poor chris Farley....
I am tired
annnnd I have a job interview tomorrow at a dentist...hilarious, I look like I chew metal for breakfast and UI'm going for a job at a dentist
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| because I'm too lazy to type up boring stories |
[29 Mar 2004|09:43pm] |
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: guess what mydad bought me
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: what?!
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: a motherfuckin holden barina 1987
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: RED
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: motherfuck
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: OH MY GOD
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: A BARINAAAA
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: I was gonna get one of those!! LEGEND
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: it's not a pretty barina but it's so cute
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: auto or manual?!
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: and and MANUAL
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: barina's are rad
This city's made us crazy and we must get out. says: you need a gerling sticker like mine!!!!!!! OMG
pretty pink sherman tank(go away please) says: anddd I can't drive itbut I'm trying ebcause I got my learners today
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SO I have a car and I have a learners permit and I am ON THE FUCKING ROAD! AND MY CAR IS SO TINY I SWEAR YOU CAN SWALLOW IT WHOLE!! WOO
AND we had a party to celebrate gerard and owen getting their movie into the 'lights canberra action' comp. OMFGS it was alot of fun <3 I mainly hung out with beth and sarah and got quite off my tit. But I'd never really been able to have a sort of one on one chat with those guys and it was awesome they're fun peoples! By 11 everyone was pretty parrow because that's the kind of hard rockers we are *snort* it was great. Gerard danced Owen Hugged Me sarah and Beth walked and confessed andd everyone else...did...other things *shrug!* theennnn a couple of nights after we went to Kelli's to watch 'the grudge' which was TOTALLY freakin awesome. and we stayed up till 3 talking about stuff which was fun. so yes yesyessss I've had a great time since last week so EVERYBODY DANCEEEE
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[24 Mar 2004|11:57pm] |
I've beenreading through gerard's poems. He really is one extremely talented kid ♥
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[24 Mar 2004|06:14pm] |
I really want to tell you all about the fun I had last night but since i've come homeI don't feel great not at all so I'm not going to write about it. I will writ4e and post pictures when I am in a happier mood.
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[22 Mar 2004|03:55pm] |
kiko ( bunniesocks is awesome and I'm stelaing her to put next to my collection of tinned uterus' hurray!
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| I'll help you through your pain if you help me through mine |
[21 Mar 2004|11:00pm] |
I really loveit when gerard tells me 'he loves me so hard' it makes me laugh cause it doesn't quite make sense.
sam and Sarah's birthdays are coming up and I'm looking forward to them. I have no idea what to get sam but I'll find something. I wanna get him something good. I still have to buy gerard's sister her present. I hope I get paid soon.
I'm sick of livejournal so I'm going to go mess up on deviant art for a while.
my eyes sting and I feel a bit lonely but that's okay because I know that sometime soon I'll get ot know rad people who will like me for me and will be who they are
I look forward to that time sais la vie ♥
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[20 Mar 2004|03:49pm] |
I'm so bored...I have nothing to do. I could clean my room but who wants to do that. help me :(
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[20 Mar 2004|12:33am] |
 maybe jack ISN'T awesome after all
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[20 Mar 2004|12:26am] |
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haha now I'm kinda sad I want to call ♥gerard♥ but it is verryy late
HAPPY 100 ENTRIES EATEN ABORTION! woo.
Ic an understand why nick cave is the music to kill yourself to. It's so...death worthy...but not in a bad way if you get me....I sound like a psycho
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[19 Mar 2004|11:59pm] |
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you know what...jack is really awesome.An amazing level headed person, who talks to me lots, moosh is rule.
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| G-I-G-A-N-T-O-R!!!!!!!!! |
[19 Mar 2004|06:13pm] |
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it's when I see stuff like this that I loose all faith in myself and realise I can't do shit WAH
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